I feel like I’ve failed when I can’t even get my boyfriend a card or a present for his birthday. -.- plus the only nice pants to wear tonight are white and I’m wearing black underwear and my shirts like a cream color so it’ll look dirty or stained plus I’m on my period so white pants just don’t go with it and my face is breaking out and I have no make up my hair is probably dead as Michael Jackson he just shouldn’t go out in public with me I’m gross and couldn’t get him anything for his own birthday :/ and I feel guilty about it when his whole family gets him great stuff and cards even his 7 yr old sister got him a card -.- cant forget I’m bloated so the pants are a little too tight >.>